Lake Atitlan

This past weekend, I spent 4 nights along the outskirts of Lake Atitlan, visiting different towns that surround the lake.  I am still unsure about the development and creation of this lake (along with many other people) but from what I have heard, a volcano collapsed in this large spot creating a beautiful lake unlike any other.  There are three large volcanoes that surround the lake along with mountains that contain 12 little villages hidden in forests and jungles.  Some people claim that this lake is the lost city of Atlantis based on the description and how it looks, but as recently as 6 or 7 years ago, both the lake and the air were too polluted for people to swim or even breathe.  I was lucky enough to be able to experience it and it's full beauty.

For the first night, we traveled across the lake to a little town called San Juan where we stayed in an eco friendly hotel right along the water's edge.  The hotel was pretty rustic, but it fit with the town.  It was built into the side of a mountain and to get to San Juan, we had to walk through the forest before reaching houses.    San Juan is known for their coffee and textiles, so while we were there, we visited a coffee cooperative and hand wove scarves with the help of local Mayan women.  It was quite the experience, but I really enjoyed making a scarf and spending the 3 hours doing so.

For the other 3 nights, we stayed in a hotel in Panajachel and spent the days traveling around and relaxing.  For the first night, we ate at Sunset Cafe and had the most beautiful view of the sunset over the volcanoes reflected in the water.  I fell in love with it!

During another day, we drove to Xela and later to the natural hot springs that are located at an altitude of 8,000 feet.  The drive up was terrifying because we were winding through the mountains with no guardrails against the edges of the cliffs, but the trip was worth it.  The natural hot springs were heated by the volcanoes and it was like sitting in a giant hot tub.  When we looked out over the edge, we could see clouds below us we were so high!

Shake, Rattle, and Roll

This week an earthquake with a 7.4 magnitude on the richter scale rocked Guatemala and many parts of Mexico and Central America. The earthquake occurred about 25 miles under the water along the coast of Guatemala but could be felt in multiple places, including Antigua.
At 10:35 am while I was in my Spanish class, our tables started to rock and we were all moved into the garden to wait out the tremors. As this was the second earthquake since being here, I tried to stay calm, but the rocking was much stronger and lasted much longer. Even some of the locals became nervous but tried to stay calm for our sake. Finally after what seemed like forever, the shaking stopped and classes were resumed.
Around Antigua, damage was minimal with only a few power cords down and the phone lines tied up. Down where the epicenter of the earthquake was, was another story. Buildings crumbled and around 50 people died with some injured and missing. This news was devastating to hear, but the government has reacted quickly and efficiently, sending in resources and paying for the burials of each person. After reading the news, it was said that this earthquake was the worst one that occurred in Guatemala since 1976 when about 23,000 people died. For 2 days after, there were still aftershocks that were felt by some people, but definitely not as strong. I'm just glad that all is well and we are all safe and sound

Dia De Los Muertos

Today is November 1, and if I was living in the United States right now, it would be just a normal autumn day for people to recuperate after Halloween, but in Latin America, something new is celebrated.  Di De Los Muertos translates to Day of the Dead.  Sounds a little morbid right?  Actually, after experiencing the celebrations today, I found it to be very beautiful and interesting.
Day of the dead is a time when business close, families spend the day together, and the lives of those who passed away are celebrated.  This morning during my class, my teacher took me to the cemetery in Antigua to see the festivities and learn about the culture.  Normally a cemetery is a solemn place where people go to mourn their loss.  Today I thought there was a festival going on with the amount of people, noise, and activity.  Walking up to the entrance of the cemetery, there were vendors selling carnival food, snacks, and drinks.  People were walking in with handfuls and bouquets of flowers to place on the grave sites, and music was playing in all areas of the cemetery.
A cemetery in Guatemala is different from those in the United States.  Instead of having the graves under the ground, people buy small buildings to use as their grave site and are placed inside like a tomb.  The decoration is very elaborate and the buildings are large and tall.  Today, families came with crowns and bouquets of flowers to place on the grave sites where they then ate their lunch, sang songs, listened to music, and celebrated the lives of those who were gone.  I imagined this day to be filled with sadness and despair, but from what I could see, that was not the case at all.
Additionally, giant kites are often flown in the cemetery in order to signify the connection from Heaven to Earth to allow those who died a day of passage to visit their loved ones.  These giant kites are made in advance with specific colors to signify different meanings.
I was excited to be able to take part in this experience and I think that it is a great way to celebrate the lives of those who are gone.

December 21, 2012...Tikal

This past Sunday, I had the amazing opportunity to visit an original Mayan village located in the northern city of Tikal.  For a lot of people this trip was exhilarating  exciting, and incredible, but for me, it was like a giant heart attack that lasted all day!  During my stay in Guatemala, I have learned what the actual meaning of the dreaded date 12/21/2012 actually means.  To the Mayans, every calendar year they created signified the transition from one era to the next.  So literally, Decemember 21, 2012 will be a transition time, not the end of the world.  It takes on a whole new meaning.   
On Sunday, I woke up at 3:30am to start the long journey to Tikal.  I was picked up from my house at 4:00am and rode in a bus for an hour to Guatemala City to catch the plane ride.  I am not a big fan of planes to start with, but knowing that I was getting into a small, 30 passenger plane really freaked me out!  I was shaking before getting onto the plane so I told the people around me they had to distract me enough to forget I was flying.  Luckily the plane ride only lasted 45 minutes and was a lot smoother than I expected.  When we landed, we had to catch another bus for the hour and a half ride to the jungles of Tikal where our tour would begin.

As we were driving into the Tikal national park, we kept passing yellow animal crossing signs with outlines of the animals that could be found in the jungle.  Some pictures weren't too bad like the coati, monkeys, turkeys, and deer, but then one sign stood out from them all...a jaguar.  Yes, there are jaguars in the jungle that I walked through for 4 hours!!  As if that didn't freak me out enough, we started our tour by getting up close and personal with a tarantula and being told that there are 13 venomous snakes in the jungle with one in particular that can kill you in 3 seconds.  Let's just say that I was ALWAYS on the lookout!  I didn't want to come into contact with anything!  We were lucky for most of the tour though and saw very few animals.  I did get pictures of a silver fox, a family of coati, and two spider monkeys.  We also had the thrill of running over a colony of ants to avoid getting bit.

Walking through the ruins of Tikal and the temples that are still intact was a blast into the past.  It was amazing to see and climb the temples that were build hundreds of years ago and are still standing to this day.  The architecture is amazing and I can't believe that so many of the buildings are still standing.  I think it goes to show how intelligent and sophisticated the Mayan civilization was.  While on our 4 hour, 6 mile tour, I had the opportunity to climb 3 temples and enter the main trading plaza and the house where the nobles lived.  The park is very well kept and the buildings are all preserved.

For our final temple, we climbed the highest one at 70 meters and the view at the top was breathtaking!  The actual climb was tiring (I think I counted 150 stairs more or less) but it was well worth it at the top.  I could see the expanse of Tikal with the jungle and the temples in the distance from this view.  I loved it up there, although I again was terrified because of the height and lack of protective railings.

To end our time in Tikal, we ate lunch at one of the hotels and then started our long trek back with the bus ride, plane ride, and another bus ride to end in Antigua at 10:00 pm.  It was a long day, but I thoroughly enjoyed every moment of it.  

Perspective

Today in class, my teacher said the simplest of sentences, but the impact was huge.  While we were discussing what we did yesterday afternoon, my teacher mentioned that her whole family got together during the evening to spend time together.  I found it amazing how a mom, and 5 of her children with families of their own make time to get together at someone's house every Tuesday for the evening.  They will cook dinner for each other, spend time worshiping, read the bible and then pray.  Instead of spending time with friends or with their own families, this family unit will share that time in the company of each other.  I found this absolutely amazing, especially since distance doesn't keep these people apart.  I live 5 to 30 minutes from some family members and we are lucky to see each other every other week, whereas my teacher and her family only walk to each other's houses and that walk could last up to an hour.  Just imagine walking an hour to your families house only to spend an hour with each other and then return!  That is dedication.  As my teacher was telling me all of this, she said something that really impacted me.  She said that while she was praying, she made sure to thank God for allowing me to be her student and to give my safety and health while I am here in Guatemala.  I am so lucky to have that kind of relationship with my teacher that she will pray for me on a daily basis!  I felt so blessed after hearing that and knowing that I am taken care of even in a different country.  

Walking With A Smile On My Face

One of the biggest differences I have found here are the manners Guatemalan's possess.  I think that it was a major change that I noticed from day one, but continued to encounter from every day thereafter.  For example, every day I walk 10 minutes to and from school, and I think I say buenos dias or hola at least 10 times on this trip to complete strangers!  I was talking to some of my friends about this and we decided that if we were to say good morning to a stranger on the side of the road in our town we would get a strange look and either get ignored or laughed at.  I've come to really enjoy starting my morning off with smiles and hola's from strangers on the side of the road who truly mean what they say.
In America, we are in such a hurry to get on with our busy schedule, that we forget to slow down and take the time to offer a smile or a friendly wave.  I've found here in Antigua that to be on time means you are at least 30 minutes late if not more and that is because time isn't an issue here.  If someone gets caught up talking to a friend on the side of the road when they are on the way to an appointment, the appointment can wait, but the friend can't.  What if we adapted this attitude in the United States?  What if we decided to stop being so uptight about meetings and appointments that we stopped to enjoy the company of someone else and possibly end up making their day a little brighter?  I would love this!
I went to the store today and asked the sales person to look for a specific item for me.  Not only was the item all in English, but it's a prescription that I have to get in the United States.  Instead of the worker searching for 30 seconds and turning me down (like I have had happen in multiple American stores), I waited 10 minutes while the worker searched through every drawer, searched the computer system, and asked 3 other people.  This kind of service made me feel really grateful for the work these people do!  Even when the person could not find the prescription, he showed sincere regret and found 3 other similar products for me to look at and offered me a discount on each.  What awesome customer service!  With this service, I never once got upset for waiting, but rather offered a big smile and told the guy that it was no problem and I appreciated all his help.  This is the kind of service that makes an impact and difference.  Time wasn't an issue and the worker completed his job rather than giving up without multiple tries.
I have found myself being more polite down here because I receive politeness in return.  It's a win win situation.

EaRtHqUaKe!

This past Monday during my Spanish lesson at about 10:40 my desk started shaking back and forth and I could see buildings swaying in the road.  For about 10 seconds I experienced my very first earthquake and I don't think I want to repeat that.  After class I later found out that the epicenter was 60 miles away from Antigua and it measured a 5.5 on the Richter Scale.  Although the locals called this a tremor rather than an earthquake, my heart was beating 100 miles a minute and my eyes were wide with fright!  During school, they had us move to the garden area so nothing from the roof would have the chance to fall on us.  Luckily there was no reported damage.  After the fact, I was excited that I was able to experience this, but I secretly hope it doesn't happen again!

Futbol!!

This past Friday, I had the opportunity to attend a world cup futbol qualifying match between Guatemala and Jamaica!  I was so excited to be able to partake in this event with my time down here in Guatemala.  Not only did I experience a unique culture, but I found it amazing how much spirit one country can have for a sport.
Before the game, I went and bought a Guatemalan jersey to show my support (and because I knew I would get killed if I wore Jamaican colors).  There were about 20 of us that went, and the spirit was alive in the bus.  We were talking, singing, and dancing to the music while blowing the bus horn and yelling "Guate!" out the windows at passing cars.  Once we got into the city, the spirit was everywhere!  People were driving with flags out their windows and people screaming their support for Guatemala!  I just wanted to join in even though I had no idea what they were saying!  I loved the atmosphere!

Once we got to the stadium and parked, we were  ambushed by people all around simply because we were American.  The news reporters wanted to take our pictures and we were interviewed on live tv for the pre-game show.  Although we only knew the answer to one question, we just cheered really loudly for Guatemala when we had no idea what she asked!  I was able to get my face painted before the game and people were handing out free headbands in support of Guatemala.  I couldn't get enough of the experience; there was just so much to soak in.
As soon as we made our way into the stands (after being pat down at least 3 times) we found our seats and the celebrating had already begun!  Fans were everywhere yelling chants and encouraging their team.  The people around us all wanted a picture with us simply because we were American.  All I could do was look around and simply stare at the fans waiting in anticipation for the game.  There cheering didn't stop once the game started.  There was constant yelling and chants from the fans and of course "booing" when the Jamaican team scored.  With only 5 minutes left in the game and a tied score, Guatemala made a goal to win 2-1!  The fans went crazy and I couldn't stop smiling!  Not only did I go to my first futbol game, but Guatemala won!

One Month Down

I have been in Antigua, Guatemala for just about one month!  I couldn't believe it the other day when I was writing in my journal and wrote October 1st on the top of the page.  I have had three and a half weeks of classes and already I feel so much more comfortable in the language here.  My days are packed with four hours of classes, group trips, and homework that I have finally reached the point where I have a routine in my life down here in Guatemala.  Oddly enough, I enjoy that feeling.  I feel like the days are just now starting to go by quicker. I only have two more months until I return the the states and I feel like there is so much more that I need to learn and experience!  I want to climb a volcano and go horse back riding through the mountains.  I want to buy a bunch of gifts for people, and zip line through the rain forest.  I want to dream in Spanish and be able to hold multiple conversations with people without looking confused or lost.  It's a bittersweet feeling just knowing that I have one of my three months done, but it will be sad to leave in the end.

Two weekends ago I spent the night in Guatemala City, and boy is it a different atmosphere than Antigua.  People are always in a hurry and they don't have time to be as polite as they would be where I'm staying.  For example, we had to walk to dinner in the pouring rain, and most people would assume that if you're in a car and someone was walking, you would let the person cross the road to get out of the rain faster...well in Guatemala City that doesn't happen.  We had to cross the road and as I was doing so, a person in a car kept inching forward on a red light and actually touched my legs with their car.  They were so impatient that they didn't even want me to cross the road in front of them!  It was definitely a different atmosphere than what I am finding in Antigua where everyone says hello and cars wave you across the road when they have the right away.  The other major experience in Guatemala City was the continuous need to divide our large group into three small groups so we wouldn't draw more attention than necessary.  I wasn't afraid to be in the city, but it definitely took me out of my comfort zone even more than before.

With my stay here, I am learning so many cultural differences that I never imagined existed.  Daily things that occur in Guatemala are opening my eyes to the lack of education that I have received in the United States about other cultures.  Yes, some is taught in school, but our selfish attitudes in the states prevent us from opening up and experiencing new things that may even help us in the long run.  Luckily I haven't had any negative experiences with my stays besides the occasional cockroach (which my host mom kills for me) but it makes me wonder how I will start to think when I return to the United States in December.      

Volcan Fuego

Today the most amazing thing happened, I saw a volcano begin to erupt!  Volcano Fuego is only 8 miles southwest of Antigua and looking out across the skyline during my break in class, I along with many other people noticed clouds of smoking piling up in the sky.  We ran out into the street and for the next half hour we stood in awe as billows of smoke were pushing out of the top of the volcano.  Listening to the news, I found out that there is smoke and ash coming from the top of the volcano along with streams of lava and rocks shooting into the air!

No worries, I am safe in Antigua.  Although the volcano is only 8 miles away, the shape of the volcano guides the lava and ash towards the opposite side of Antigua so it affects multiple towns miles away from me.  The lava will not flow towards Antigua, but the seismic activity caused by this eruption could cause small earthquakes.

I've never seen a volcano before until I came here, and I now I can say that I had the chance to see a volcano erupt!  It is amazing to see the amount of smoke and ash that can come out of the top of a volcano and stand in peace knowing that I can't be hurt directly from it.  It is a little unsettling to not know what effects may come from this eruption, but we are all hoping that the volcano slowly leaks out rather than explode.  I've been told that its a good sign to see smoke constantly billowing out because it means that the volcano has no chance to build up pressure and suddenly let it lose.

Here are some pictures of the volcano.  The volcano shouldn't be too hard to pick out :)

I LOVE Mail :)

In case anyone wants to send me letters (no packages) or email me, here is my information :)

Address:
Jaimie Kilbourn
49a Calle del Espiritu Santo
Antigua, Guatemala

Email:
jaimie.kilbourn@arbor.edu

Let The Semester Begin

Today was day 2 of Spanish classes at La Union and I think that I will leave the school with a headache every single day.  It is amazing how I am able to have a one-on-one tutor for the next 15 weeks who wants to have a friendship with me,  but right now I am on information overload with the amount of Spanish I am needing to correct from past Spanish classes.  I feel like I am starting over at square one.  I literally spent my first day learning the Spanish alphabet for 2 hours and on day two I learned my colors and salutations.  I want to move ahead to where I am at after three years of college level Spanish, but I guess my teacher knows best and will put me where I need to go.  I am grateful to have this opportunity, but I want to feel like I am actually learning something new and not simply reviewing the Spanish classes I have already taken.  I have found, though, that learning the language is much easier in Spanish than in English.  What I mean is that as my teacher (Patty) is teaching me how to conjugate verbs in the present tense, she talks using multiple examples of present tense conjugation and I can hear the examples in Spanish while learning it.  I'm glad I am learning this way!

I think the most frustrating part for me is that I have to go from 8:00-12:00 without speaking any English.  It is much harder than it seems because in English I sound like an educated senior in college, but in Spanish I sound like a six year old who is still learning basic vocabulary.  Whoever reads this, I dare you to spend 4 straight hours talking to someone in a second language.  You might think it is easy, but after you describe your day and your life back home you have pretty much run out of your vocabulary list and simply sit there and nod while saying "si."  My teacher told me I look like a dog because I either nod my head constantly and say "si" or I cock my head to the side and give a very confused look when I don't understand what she is saying.  My goal is that my the end of the first three weeks I will be able to hold a conversation with my host mom and actually understand what she is saying.  I want so badly to just have a casual conversation with my host family and attempt to fit in with their culture and language.

Well tomorrow is day 3 of classes and people always say that the third time is a charm, so we will see how it goes.  I'm hoping to gain a lot from these Spanish lessons.    

Gringo

It has been only 3 days since I have been in Guatemala, and I think that I have been called or heard the word gringo at least 10 times if not more.  As I walk down the streets with the group I can feel eyes staring at me and I'm sure people question why 16 Americans are in Antigua, Guatemala.  I'm don't feel offended, just exposed.  People on the streets watch every move I make and I feel as if I am in a zoo and put on display for the locals to check out.  This is the first time I have been in the minority of a group of people, and after 3 months, I'm sure that I will be able to relate to many minority groups who are in America feeling the same way I do.
The culture is different in Guatemala from America, and it is simply something I have to get used to.  The people aren't worried about time, and "hola" has become a common word in my vocabulary.  As I walk down the streets, I pass children selling blankets and jewelry on the streets, and in the central park Mayan women are weaving scarves and blankets to sell.  The atmosphere is one of genuine friendship and concern for family and friends; whereas back in the United States, the watch controls the lives of people and many wouldn't take the time to stop and talk to someone on the street if it meant being late for an appointment.  This laid back environment was difficult for me at first as I hate being late for anything and I always have to know what time it is, but looking back, I only looked at my watch 3 times today, which is a record low for me :)  I'm starting to like the environment in Antigua.  Even when I moved into my host families house, their saying is "Mi casa es su casa"  How many people in America would open their homes to complete strangers and serve them as guests for 3 months with no complaints?  I don't know many people who would.  My host mom and sisters decorated my room for me and gave me the best blankets and furniture in the house.  With the little they have, they gave me the very best and this shows a lot about their humility and willingness to serve others.  This is the sign I saw when I first walked into my room :)
 

Not only is the culture different from the United States, but the view is as well.  Living in Michigan, I'm used to farmland and maybe a couple rolling hills, but not much.  Flying into Guatemala, I see mountains, volcanoes, and oceans!  In Antigua alone, there are three volcanoes that surround the city and one of them is currently erupting, (which is really cool to see at night).  When I wake up, I can see volcano Agua in the distance and to the north of the city are two more volcanoes that just make the view spectacular!  Even the climate is different.  Every day the temperature is in the 70s with a rain shower in the afternoon, but it makes for a tropical feel.  Every house has courtyards in the center as if half the house was built outside.  It's normal for a house to only have a roof over the main rooms with wide open courtyards and spaces for plants.  It's very pretty!!  Below is one of the most photographic spots in Antigua.  It is the main arch used by nuns in Antigua with volcano Agua in the background.  This just takes my breath away!

The people of Guatemala live a very simple life, but it's one of joy and love.  My host family has taken me in and mi madre treats me as one of her own daughters.  With what little some of these people have, they make up for in service and generosity.

Fearless

The other day as I was talking about my Guatemala semester, I opened a dove chocolate and found the most comforting message; two simple words "be fearless." going out of the country is a huge step for me...something I never would have imagined doing before, but those 2 little words gave me comfort. I may be nervous now but I am going to be fearless in this experience and hope for the best

Despierte = Awaken

Definition of Despierte (Awaken):  Coming into existence or awareness.

As I travel to Guatemala for the next 15 weeks, my hope is to awaken to my new surroundings and become aware of a new and exciting culture that I will be living in.

In this blog, I will be sharing my thoughts, journey, pictures, and experiences that happen on my study abroad and I hope you enjoying growing with me and becoming aware of what lies outside of your comfort zone.  I know I will :)